`of how i fell, felt, and what i feel :)

yesterday, i felt like i was going through a MAJOR evaluation of myself!
amazingly amazing.
sorry to y'all when i was "emo-ing"
honestly, i HATE seeing myself emo.
cause its so not me; im like a happy bouncy ball :)
sooo, well, special thanks to you four who tried to make me feel better ;
Alex, Mape, Mirrsh and Nat.
you all are dears and i love you all! :)
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i really did feel down, and no-semangat.
PLUS
a tummy ache decided "oh, ill go inhabit and attack Kimmie today."
so yeah, i had a tummy ache for pretty much the first 20 mins of practice (church practice)
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the church practice did me good.
some adults who were SO nice, like Aunty Maureen, Uncle David, Aunty Lilian; they all made me feel truly happy again, with the way they acted, with their laughs and little, minor jokes and playing around :) oh and i met Nat (nathaniel) there! ;D haha i saw him for like a minute, then he disappeared x)
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you know, now, i feel really good about myself, knowing once again of who i truly am, that i AM strong enough to pick myself up fast enough, that i dont care what some insignificant people think or say of me because they dont truly know me anyway. Criticism shouldnt matter all the time. to me, it only should matter when its about something that isnt good. like if you are rude for example.
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through it all, i feel that we all have our moments; moments of tears, moments of emoness, moments of joy, moments of love, moments of anger; and all these equate to the moments of life :)

i dont care what some people may say about me behind my back, may it be someone saying that i should leave my hair down instead of tying it up into a ponytail, or if its someone calling me what im not, or if its someone insulting my features or my flaws. Because people who do that, behind my back that is, to me, arent real friends. but anyway, i dont think i need to know what they say to tell whether or not they can be considered REAL friends.
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to you people who do criticize the features/flaws/whatever of others;
i dont see what's the point. does it make you feel any better than them? hmph. i dont know, you should answer that for yourself right? :)
but ALWAYS remember, GOD made man in HIS image, and He made each and every one of us with our own abilities, talents, flaws, and everything and all this equates to who we are.
and hey, we ALL have our flaws.